Sunday, January 6, 2013

Happy NEW year!

As I reflect back on this blog and re-experience all of my struggles and growth, I feel disappointed in my progress in 2012.

2012 = my chapter of stagnation.

At the beginning of 2012, my goal for the year was to enjoy the moment and to think less of destinations and embrace more of the journey. In summarization, I did not accomplish this. In fact, I think I may have even regressed. I spent this year in preparation for graduate school - going to work, internships, taking GREs, writing personal statements, etc -- and through every loop, I endured it with diffidence and down-right anxiety! Stress is important because it facilitates focus and determination, but enough stress to consume you and make you feel discouraged is not healthy!

That is why, this year, I am making a more aggressive approach to accomplish enjoying the moment. I am cementing in my head that all I can do is try my best, put my best foot forward, and hope it goes my way. With applications due in a few weeks, I am training myself to believe that. I'm going to submit them, and whatever happens, happens.

 Also, I made my new years resolution to do one selfless act a day. Pay for someone else's toll, leave a dollar in the vending machine, take my grandparents out, donate my clothes at nearby drive, etc. What truly makes me happy is to make others happy so why not make sure I achieve happiness everyday?

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion". - Dalai Lama

This year, I am filled with fervor to LIVE. I am done with measuring myself in accomplishments. Life is too short for that! This year, I am committed to becoming a better me by contributing more. This year, I am filled with compassion, selflessness and humility.



2013, IM READY.



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