Wednesday, November 25, 2009

forever soul searchin'

I've always been searching for something that would appease my hunger for the "right" place for me to manifest my spirituality (or belief in God, if u will). I was raised as a Catholic, but as I learned more and more about the religion, more and more questions came out of my understanding. I've been to catholic churches, christian churches and even methodist churches -- but for some reason I always felt guilty -- as if I didn't deserve to be there. Not because I was a bad person, but because I wasn't always sure I believed everything that we were expected to recite.  

I've read a few books about the Dalai Lama, and it always made me feel enlightened and very curious. Last night, I finally acted upon that curiosity. I went to a Buddhist service and was blown away by how much insight i gained- so many "mhmms" and "ah hah" moments. I can't wait to learn more. 


Everyday, think as you wake up, today I am fortunate to be alive, I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it. I am going to use all my energies to develop myself, to expand my heart out to others; to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I am going to have kind thoughts towards others, I am not going to get angry or think badly about others. I am going to benefit others as much as I can.

-Dalai Lama

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