Not even 24hrs after the last blog and I already feel different. Haha.

I went to church today and after communion I knelt down and I started crying! It's been so long since I've been in touch with God.

Don't really want to put it all out there, but I wanna change my pace in my lifestyle. I feel like since I've been in LA, I've just been numb-- having materialistic pleasures. Studying to get good grades. Going to work to make money. Going out to get the most of the moment. Don't get me wrong -- I'm happy but...I dont only wanna feel good on the outside...I wanna feel good IN MY SOUL. I miss having that tingly good feeling of inspiration, passion, compassion...something deeper than external enjoyment. 

If you get me on this..props to ya.

Life, uplift me.